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i rode my bicycle today ...filmed lots of ish....everyone is so good .......fuck me for sucking......johnny devlin is over and we're going to bed
my girlfriend is so beatiful and i miss her i havent seen her in like.....a few hours and she needs to be right here.....tommorow we're going to merrit island....goodnight world.... goodnight rebecca
<3 john crawford
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[01 Jul 2004|11:15pm] |
hi im john and my girlfriend is so great. and you guys are all so jealous.
and she makes me happy. weeeee.
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[30 Jun 2004|09:59pm] |
hey jooohn i fixed your journal.
-becca
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this whole week has been so fun....christopher gene...you are the man..we've been staying at either my or beccas moms house everynight....playing jenga, charades whatever....cuddling and ish
what else have we been doing
(what else HAVENT we been doing??)
scounging change for burgers, dino dash , i got a haircut, almost got my ass kicked my black dudes....some gutter punks told me emo was dead.....who are they kidding????? ive just been having so much fun lately...no worries..we went to kona skatepark for the 25th anniversary party...i couldnt ride, but the night before i stayed in a hotel with chris, sean, gabe, kylin, and rebecca....we got trashed to no end, some people did some reallllllly stupid shit they regretted the next day, thats what drinking does tho, you kind of have to expect it, but then again you have to be responsible....
went street filming with the boys in cocoa...got some clips for my part, i love bike riding and i hate back problems
hopefully i film this weekend
now for the good stuff......
rebecca you are so amazing, im so glad everythings going so perfect... you mean so much to me, i really dont know what else to say other than, tonights pretty boring here without you in my bed, pretty lonely, i love waking up next to you...your ma' shawty
<3 john crawford
sorry ladies, off the market for good
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first of all i want to say ive caused alot of stupid needless drama lately..and if everyones smart they'll get back to there lives and not worry about anything....you should know me by now.....
next i wanna say, there was a certain personal letter that was written by me to someone, who i thought would have the curtousy to keep it private, i must be an idiot tho because apparently it was read by many people and it was made into a joking matter, it was supposed to be serious, but hey who gives a shit about other peoples feelings right, ESPECIALLY JOHN CRAWFORD, that gay bitch.....i really dont care tho, if anyone wants to make fun of someone for having feelings then go right ahead.......................thats what i get for being a stalker right becca???
anyway to the more important news
we partied hard last night at some fat kids house, i was higher than a kite and drunker than.......someone sober..........and then we went back to seans where the room got a little hot and heavy.....there was a threesome in seans bed,,,a 2some over there....a passed out daly over there...
it was amazing
thank you angela and chris for making the night memorable
john crawford
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[21 Jun 2004|01:36am] |
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well ive just been livin it up, partying at curtis' and seans recently. bike riding, and swimming all the time....thats all summers good for today i woke up at curtis' ...overheard very disurbing whispers that started my day off bad, but who cares about me ....umm then watched a little donnie darko, that movies pretty cool...
went to taco bell and walmart with curtis becca nicky and kylin
DAVID IS FINALLY BACK FROM P.A.
we rode today and everyone did tight shit
today was good
about last night...im an idiot, i just moved to the other side of the room to lay next to you, THATS IT...if it came across creepy or anything im sorry....
about the note, i thought it could help get my feelings across to you, but i should have just kept it to myself im sorry for that too....who the hell am i to tell you what to do or what your doing is wrong??? if anyones making a mistake its me, you have everything going for you and im just ruining it, just forget about everything ive said or done recently, i want you to be happy no matter how jealous i get. you had all rights to ignore me today. will you talk to me?
john crawford
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[20 Jun 2004|03:07am] |
you gay bitch hypocrit faggot......"i dont like when john comes over when hes not invited" then you fucking do the same thing last night....then you talk shit to me about trying to steal peoples girlfriends then you fucking do it....you piece of shit your lucky i didnt beat your ass last night and you had to get david to try and fight me too because you cant say anything without everyone else faggot jump on the fucking bandwaggon
AND IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING TO CHRIS CRITTENDEN LIKE YOU DID LAST NIGHT I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU
oh well you already said it
p.s. your gay little rap song was all bullshit anyway, you think she fuckin likes you the way she likes him, your getting fuckin played
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[13 Jun 2004|01:55am] |
hhiiii johnn!! i put your new picture on here and ummm.. yeah thats it!
<3 megan
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[10 Jun 2004|11:57am] |
today i got up cleaned the bathroom and sat around the house all day...no one called, came over, or anything so i just sat here....i was hoping kylin and becca would wanna hang out but they were probably busy, its cool. i ended up eating alot of food and falling asleep. it was good but i woke up with a headache so that sucked....then curtis came over at like 6 then nicky came by..
we went to megans, she wasnt home, then curtis' then i couldnt stop thinking about YOU so i left, and now im here
john crawford
p.s. i read your journal entry and i dont know what to say about it, thanks for responding i guess
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[10 Jun 2004|02:19am] |
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Thirteen random things you like:
01)bicycle
02)beach
03)pools
04)hotels
05)bicycle again
06)beach again
07)contests
08)traveling
09)showing off
10)making ppl laugh
11)bicycle
12)beach
13)girls
Twelve movies I love:
01)not another teen movie
02)oceans eleven
03)catch me if you can
04)road fools 11
05)road fools 12
06)time well spent
07)transylvania
08)props 35 -45
09)45 -51
10)cant wait to see 52
11)can i eat
12)DIVISON THREE VIDEO MAGAZINE (compliments of johnny devlin)
Eleven good bands/artists:
01)Modest Mouse
02)underoath
03)evergreen terrace
04)Cursive
05)milemarker
07)Brand new
08)Taking back sunday
09)big tymers
10)ludacris
11)postal service
Ten good songs:
01)no knife---riot for romance
02)lil flip ---game over (remix)
03)any
04)song
05)from
06)the
07)artists
08)i
09)mentioned
10)above
Nine things about you... physically:
01) ugly
02) pine apple skin complection
03) big nose
04) shitty hair
05) 3 nostrils
06) bad back
07) bad hip
08) bad elbow
09) boring
Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) vanilla pepsi
02) tacos
03) chicken nuggets
04) anything from kylins
05) mcdonalds
06) arizona iced sweet tea no lemon
07) orange juice "lots of pulp"
08) gummi bears
Seven things you wear daily:
01) pants
02) shoes
03) board shorts
04) shirt
05) hat
06) bicycle
07) chip on my shoulder ;)
Six things that annoy you:
01) people who think anything they do is better then everyone else
02) my parents
03) my whole family
04) people who think they know me
05) when people tell me to "do something funny...your john crawford"
06) two faced kids who talk shit about me and then try to be nice
Five things you touch everyday:
01) my bike
02) my hair
03) soap
04) face wash
05) my ding ding
Four shows you watch on tv:
01) that 70s show
02) cops
03) e countdowns
04) vh1 countdowns
Three celebrities that are cool:
01) john crawford
02) adam brody
03) mary kate and ashley
Two people on lj that you have kissed:
01) dont kiss
02) and tell
One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
01) ashley olson
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i really dont know where to start..these last couple of days have been so great..i felt differently about you then i thought you did about me..im an idiot..i owe you the biggest apology and it is as sincere as it gets..after the "phone call" today i was turned around completely so here you go
first of all i am so so sorry for forcing myself on you the way i have recently..i couldnt resist, your so cute. i see you and wish you were mine..gestures and actions ive made as of late were completely innapropriate..i just wanted to be close to you or hold your hand, i just wanted you to notice how i felt...i understand you have a boyfriend and i was jealous that you feel so strongly about him and nothing towards me knowing how you talk about him and how he comes across, i know what he says and how he treats you and it discusts me that he could have someone as great as you, you mean so much to me....seeing you sad , upset , or embarrased because of him makes me want you so much more...i just wanted to show you that i could be what you need, i wanted to be perfect for you.....i wanted to be the person who could cheer you up no matter what....actually i would never have to because youd stay happy.....i dont understand why youd want to be in a relationship that consists of wondering if he likes you, or wondering why he hurts you......i wanted to be the opposite of that but i guess thats what attracts you to him...so for any trouble i have caused you.. i am so so so so sorry....
it doesnt help either that people (who i wont mention names) jump to conclusions and speculations and make up lies ...then tell your boyfriend , just to start some drama so they can be entertained by a little fight......
its so fucking sad that we cant be alone together in a room without our own "friends" thinking that there was something going on...
it makes me so mad that because of some reputation i have everyone thinks the only reason i wanted to be with you was for sex...if anything that was the exact opposite ..(if i remember correctly that is the other guy) "i like her but i just wanna have sex" so dont fucking play that shit with me....you guys dont even know how i feel....besides did i make any sexual advances or even a comment??...fuck no
because i actually like you ....but you dont have to worry about me ..you go on with your relationship with whats his face and do your thing, we're friends no matter what*****
ive had enough thinking about this...today has probably been the worst day ever****
untill i went to wendys.. i saw so many friends that got my mind off of the sensitive stuff...thank all you guys and girls for being awesome...highlights were colin, kelli , prizmar, ASHLEYYY HOFFMANN ( note: not balemic or anerexic)*****
well thats all for today***
john crawford*****
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today i just sat around and kylin and b.b. becky burcham came over,.....we sat around allllll day ...they were bored i guess...i had a blast.....then at liek 6 we went out to eat chineese with brian ....then came home and stuff....hung out here all night ...then everyone left....i already miss them..........
-----"hcumgnikcufosrehekili"-----
i heard i was heartless???????
john crawford
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i woke up today ...ate breakfast ....and watched some t.v and stuff, it was cool......but a little too quiet....i looked and round wondering why it was so quiet .....then i realised i was home alone, my brothers at school and my parents are in georgia....weird,-----------
i wanna hang out with becca and kylin today, maybe go swimming or something--------
goodbye,
john crawford-----------
p.s chase i found your mp3 player-----get ahold of me
p.s.s who wants to buy unopened porn dvds????????
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big thanks to angela for making me a journal.....
not much has been going on
i won 3rd place in the gravity games am series
johnny devlin did way better...hes so amazing, i wish i could hang out with him everyday
today i hung out with becca and kylin
i love them to death..we went to kylins and ate alot of food and shit...listened to fata...(every girl in deltonas dream)
then went to curtis' and chilled out
davids gone to p.a. for a week
im just kickin back in the sun
fl sucks
john crawford
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